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It’s been a while since this has happened. When I was in school I used to get in this rhythm where I would stay up 24-36 hours and then crash out of sheer exhaustion. It wasn’t that I had any particular form of insomnia, it’s just that I didn’t want to sleep. It’s been a couple of years, but that’s sort of come back the last week or so, and it’s getting stronger. It’s not that I absolutely can’t sleep, if I get in the bed and lay there for an hour or so I’ll go to sleep, but more that my body isn’t telling my brain that it needs sleep and I don’t want to go to sleep. I’m about to go to bed now, but I’ll be making myself because I know, intellectually, that it’s good for me. Right now I feel like I could cruise on until bedtime tomorrow. What’s strange is that I probably could. Sunrise and late afternoons are my worst time, if I can make it until 10 am and 7 pm I’m good until whenever.

The bright side of this is that my mind doesn’t (seem) to wear down when it starts to get really late which means I can actually work on projects and such, in that way it’s great, but at the same time I’m sure it’s doing awful things to my body. Anyway, time for bed.

This entry was posted on Monday, February 13th, 2006 at 2:49 am and is filed under Posts.